7th June 2009

Time just zoomed by this year. I can't believe that its already June. 2nd week of June to be precise. I still haven't touched my books that I bought a couple of months ago. What better thing to do then read right ? (When you're alone/ need time alone).There's this one book that my friend let me borrow. It;s on investment, very useful for our age.....yup still didn't touch it yet.

Instead I finished this book my colleague passed to me "undomestic goddess". Reading material for children in the states. Oh well, what to do I feel that my brain n grammar shrinks day by day.

Updates for the year of 2009:
(a)Been to Miri, a nice calm place , seen beautiful things......=)
(b)Redang with family for mothers day as well
(c)Mulu I guess in July
(d)Bali in October

Pretty planned out huh? . I would love to work harder cause I think that the $$$$$$ is running out so fast like how time passes by for me. Have you guys ever just stopped and evaluated who you are or where are you right now , is every thing you planned for happening ?

I did , for a couple of days now. Am I happy ? Absolutely......(?)
Every being I know now is very different from the people I knew or still know now. I admit there are bad days cause after all we're all human, but things look or appear very different to me now.


I used to be a very cranky and bitter person. I admit I still am but nowadays I feel so much happier than I used to.I have a very caring friend that made me lose weight, and gives me a push when I get lazy @ work, or lazy in general. It's funny how your life changes when you get close to some one.

Its a proven fact k? Example: you will get your menses the about the same time that your close friends do or your mom.... which applies to me.


Last time:

My normal routine on weekends would be wake up late and sometimes do nothing but now adays after the fwend.... I wake up early and I have a fruitful weekend all the time..... even my week days are packed... which is good no? =)


Last time:
Cincai in anything I do .

Now:
Must do my best. Must try my best

I am very thankful indeed that all this positive ness was passed over. No words can describe my feelings. "More than words".

*So if you guys see me acting blur that's just my ignorant side popping up. I really do appreciate the help given , and the support. Life would be so empty if I didn't have it.


It would be meaningless. It means alot to me even though I don;t show it because in reality I am a chicken and I'm very scared. Scared to face the truth, scared to smell the coffee, scared to jump, scared of alot of things that I hope some day I won't be scared of anymore.

Oh ....hmm/... I want to learn how to cook ...any one that wants to share reciepes let me know ?

Ciao ..... =)

$$$$

[Pharrel]
Shake your money maker
Like somebody is about to pay you
I see you on my radar
Don't you act like you're ---er

She...

[Ludacris]
You know I got it
If you wanna come get it
Stand next to this money
Like - ey ey

[Pharrel]
Shake your money maker
Like somebody is about to pay you
Don't worry about them haters
Keep your nose up in the air

[Ludacris]
You know I got it
If you wanna come get it
Stand next to this money
Like - ey ey

Shake - shake your money maker

Like you are skaking it for some paper
It took your mother 9 months to make ya
Might as well shake what your mother made ya

You look good in them jeans
I bet you look even beter with me in between

I keep my mind on my money, money on my mind
But choose a hell of a distraction when you shake your behind

I got *** on my right side
*** some girls
My whole hood is on to left
but they don't giving a fuck

So feel to get lose
And get carried away
So about tomorrow you forget what you where saying today
But don't forget about this feeling
that i am making you get
and all the calories you burn
from me making you sweat

My hightpoint you earn
when we taking my jet
and how everywhere you turn I'll be making you wet

[Pharrel]
Shake your money maker
Like somebody is about to pay you
I see you on my radar
Don't you act like you're ---er

She...

[Ludacris]
You know I got it
If you wanna come get it
Stand next to this money
Like - ey ey

[Pharrel]
Shake your money maker
Like somebody is about to pay you
Don't worry about them haters
Keep your nose up in the air

[Ludacris]
You know I got it
If you wanna come get it
Stand next to this money
Like - ey ey

Switch, switch, switch it from right to left

And switch it till you running right out of breath
And take a break to be ready again
And you can invite over as many friends

Just *** i want, but i really want you
Be thankfull that Pharrel gave you something ***

Luda - I am on top of my game
You want my hands from your bottom to the top of your brain
And I - just wanna take a little right on your curves
And get erotic giving your body what it deserves

Let me give you some swimming lessons on the penis
Backstroke, breaststroke, stroke of a genius

I stay harder then a senimen man
I am just a bedroom gangster
***

[Pharrel]
Shake your money maker
Like somebody is about to pay you
I see you on my radar
Don't you act like you're ---er

She...

[Ludacris]
You know I got it
If you wanna come get it
Stand next to this money
Like - ey ey

[Pharrel]
Shake your money maker
Like somebody is about to pay you
Don't worry about them haters
Keep your nose up in the air

[Ludacris]
You know I got it
If you wanna come get it
Stand next to this money
Like - ey ey

Rock rock, rock it an make it work, girl
Please don't stop till it hurts, girl
You - you been looking a little bit tipsy
So if you *** skake it a ***

So I am a member of the BBC
The original breadwinner of DTP
You are the center of attention that is distracting the squad
Cause everybody in the campus like - oh my god

[Pharrel]
Shake your money maker
Like somebody is about to pay you
I see you on my radar
Don't you act like you're ---er

She...

[Ludacris]
You know I got it
If you wanna come get it
Stand next to this money
Like - ey ey

[Pharrel]
Shake your money maker
Like somebody is about to pay you
Don't worry about them haters
Keep your nose up in the air

[Ludacris]
You know I got it
If you wanna come get it
Stand next to this money
Like - ey ey

homeless

"Homeless"

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so much
I'm missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oh

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

The animal song cuz im an animal

"Animal Instinct"

Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die

And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing, the animal
The animal instinct

So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
They won't take you away
They will never make me cry, no
They will never make me die

And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt

The animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, it's the animal, it's the animal instinct in me [x2]

my satooday

Spent my morning in the gym with Des, Thanx for working out with me ......, I extended da time from 830 till 11.30 ...body attack workout killed me on Friday...sorry... n x feeling /sleeping well the whole week... have no many excuses .... dah malas tuh malas je ....hahhahahha...

Then did something that made me so happy ... got a new ... FM Modulator.....http://www.hersheng.com/productpage.php?key=5, and a new pink mouse and a new set of pink headphones and a new pen drive ... and Des shaking his head at me n saying that I'm worser than him ... hello Mr. D buying a camera worth more than the highest income I ever got..... 

Anyhu... it was a nice morning spent... afternoon spent at Shida's place with her new baby boy Mohd Ariff. ... it was something different ... and later Linis ...place ... n last ... Yana ... its amazing how I even have time to blog.... y ... cuz I dun wana eat.... =)... e h gtg ,....  farlina ere ... continue later 

2009 here I come =)

This year just past by too quickly, ups n downs but was never alone, thanks you guys , love you alot alot alot, I'm gonna be 26 next year ... uuuuu... scary... it was fun being 25 ...... I'm just glad that I'm still friends with the same people and ... actively going out with them as well.....my best best sis is gonna be in Cyberjaya next year =( so I'm gonna be very lonely. Babe faster doa I get a boyfriend can? I think its been ages la.....Don't do the math, I will freak out again like that day when you started counting...

New Year's resolution?..... Have alot ... the plan kind of changed to daily, weekly, monthly basis though... because the year plan didn't work out that good, I plan to 

1. to get a boyfriend like Edward Cullen...hihiihih//.... Farlina jangan marah....

2. I plan to achieve and be happy about it 

3. Plan to not take things too seriously anymore

4. Plan to be less stubborn n hot tempered ( dada s doa makbul)

5. Plan to focus on things longer and not have a short attention span anymore

6. hmmmm.. Plan to save more $$$

7. Plan to be active in other activities .... 

8. I guess that's it? 

I loved the this year , It was extra ordinary .... things were definately not as I planned, thats for sure but they did turn out right , and I hope for better things in 2009 .....

my moms wishes for me for 2008 :

I hope you find new lop in your life ( lop = love ) .....ahh hmmm...... 

success .....

hope you turn out more pretty .... ( face maybe ... pimples gone.. but body fail.... ,... more gym/....less cake ... n mcd n kfc...lets see if it works....

I hope all friends can forgive me if I did anything wrong..love u guys ... have a great year ahead....